In My Thoughts

Take My pain Just gotta run with it Thought I was scared to love Truth she just couldn't commit I was done with the lies Long before it ended Didn't only lose each other But we lost a friendship We coulda argued 'n bickered Till it got toxic Glad we walked away Cus I ain't been the same Since my car crash Thought I'd finally Hit that break Put all my eggs in one basket Just something' I gotta manage They said it's in my dome Cus I overthink it But they ain't visited In a couple months To see what I've gone through You ever? Spent enough time in the dark With no motivation So I gotta find it now Promised Nana I woulda Figured out how to get There still show no care Did it on my ones Took flight every time I had to battle with my demons Very anti social Probably the reason we ain't speaking Never put my heart in whole Cause they end up leaving When bro got taken I could never see the reason You ever chased a dream Just to get lost within it Thought I had it boxed Seven days later I was finished All these hotel dreams F**kin with my mojo Like Austin Powers Bunch of cowards I was just tryna Get that dream They didn't want Me to achieve But I seen it I just couldn't believe it Over a thousand miles For a thousand lies Felt like I've wasted time The story I've lived In a thousand lines Tryna get it right But please know It doesn't mean I like ya If I give ya my time But then again I don't give a f*ck about many N that's probably why I've never had a best friend Just another person I trust less than myself Cus I've still got days I don't trust myself The judgements I've made Resulted in pain Still to this day I write on a page It's like don't they relate? Or are we the same?