Survivor's Remorse (feat. Treble NLS)

I have a temper That I have to temper I came out in a sad September Adapt to tension Cause I react to pressure Trying to do it for my future So the past remember I'm bout action This ain't a protest Keep my pistol with before I give it to coat check Kill one of those cops that left Garner with no breath Niggas know a lot of shit But they don't know death Heat up the concrete with these cold 1s Can't vote Democrat cause I sold guns Coke in the air won't make my nose numb Survivors remorse I know what I grow from I know the suburbs and I know the jungle Through it all Allah showed me struggle They might show you love but trust me no one loves you That's why you gotta keep a distance when they go to hug you Closer I get to success The more hopeless I feel When I get to being whole The more broken I feel I got friends that I aint spoke to in years Say the seen me on the telly I just hope that they cheered Yeah yeah Closer I get to success The more hopeless I feel When I get to being whole The more broken I feel I got friends that I aint spoke to in years Say the seen me on the telly I just hope that they cheered Yeah yeah Growing up with Bill Bellamy Lessons on infidelity Pessimist to the melody That love birds sing I want both things Loyalty and lust Without the questioning trust That's enough to make my heart beat bust No one ever helped me with basics Of healthy relations Just left me with tapings That tempted me crazy What's the science on it I been crying on it Settle down Nah my mom told me take more time Yeah Umi told me take 4 wives No woman would be worth my time No woman no cry But our sisters got strength we couldn't dream to possess Ugh so why we only see em for sex You know society be leaving em stressed Like rape can be avoided if we teach em to dress Men ain't talking to brothers Brothas ain't talking to men What you gonna say when your daughter Can't trust her friend Closer I get to success The more hopeless I feel When I get to being whole The more broken I feel I got friends that I aint spoke to in years Say the seen me on the telly I just hope that they cheered Yeah yeah Closer I get to success The more hopeless I feel When I get to being whole The more broken I feel I got friends that I aint spoke to in years Say the seen me on the telly I just hope that they cheered Yeah yeah