Chillin at the Crib

Check check check Yeah, this Adrian Saka on vacay again Ha ha Issa lil story Lil uhh spoken poem for y'all Saka I was chillin' in my crib Heard my neighbors gettin' into it Made me sad Reminded me when I was a kid Heard a crying girl That girl was their crying kid Fucked me up a lil bit Hell yeah it did Scared of being the same if I have a kid On those fears I put a lid In their face I really spit I'm a winner Cannot quit My bars they be too legit Too legit Huh When I was younger my parents fucking split In the beginning it was the same fucking shit On the weekends I was a Chiraq kid In Pilsen before all the white people moved in Before my inner light became so dim Before I realized I cannot give in I don't care how many Ls I take Imma still win Parents got back together So my dad moved in When they got back together they had another kid I wanted a brother But instead I got a lil sis Sometimes yeah she make me mad It is what it is Huh I'm just tryna make it out Cus there's bums all about That's the shit I'm not about Like a flower yeah I sprout Just drank all the water from the spout Not into bs that all these people spout As a youngin' I was a lil bit too proud Learned to control my anger Now I don't really shout Now I don't really shout Huh Things with my girl man they kinda rocky I wonder if she gonna really fucking leave me Huh If that's what she wants should I really let her go Cus what to do man I don't even know no more Huh I'm stuck right here while she livin' by the shore When she fuckin' left that's when my feelings were sure When she came back I told her that shit really hurt I know I can have any girl in the world But it's you I want Can't you see that baby girl I be in the gym and I be hittin' all these curls Wanna hit it from behind And make yo toes fuckin' curl If you think I'm acting distant Bitch that was you first Listen to my rhymes and listen to my words I feel like we be coming from two different worlds That's what makes us sick, man That's what makes me wanna hurl Sometimes I get mad And shit, yeah I wanna fucking hurl Huh It is what it is That just be the biz Like I said, this Adrian And like I'll always have love for you That's a fact And I was always with you Never cheated Even tho you doubted me It is what it is So Saka