Lost In My Mind

I was lost in my mind Had no where, where to go I look for peace in my soul Then wind up deep in a whole New path new me Reinvent myself who's that? That's me First plan failed so it's on to plan b Taking all the blame my fault it's on on me Real me real me I don't know who's being real with me No more listening to testimonies You say a lot so I guess we'll see Lately all I've been feeling is money and pain Money slow on coming so the balance ain't the same Hard to fund music so it's hard to maintain Good mental health, thinking I'm going in sane My purpose been gone, so lost in the sea I've been questioning who I should be I've been looking for the path to truly feel free Where is the path to really feel me? I was lost in my mind Had no where, where to go I look for peace in my soul Then wind up deep in a whole I'm feeling this energy I live in your memory Forgotten I'll never be Grammy'll be the centerpiece Got identity enemy He is the inner me Hellbent on ending me I smell like a victory This is my testimony Never make a deal unless you test the money I've learned the real could be phony I don't care what you say you gotta show me None of my friends below me Nobody's perfect but we're still growing No breaks, just progress only Lived in the church so I didn't die holely I can only excite myself I'm my only fan Delete all numbers except my job so its only bands Imma Sa11nt so I just call my fans my holy stans If we got smoke standing over your body is my only stance Catch me Don't let me fall I'm lost in my mind cuz I want it all Stand on my morals so I never fall Life'll sweep legs and let you crawl I break bad habits like wrecking balls I make a list of goals and check em all I'd do something different awe Competing with squad but I love em all I've been tip toeing 'round feelings for so long I swear it's starting to get rough Reciepts align with what I say, so I promise that you can never catch my bluff Got four projects in motion, I'm doing too much but I want what I want When my lil cousins need a role model I come up convo like you do as such I am lost in my mind I don't know where to go Looked for peace in my soul Then wind up deep in a whole I am so lost in my mind I am so lost in my mind I am so lost in my mind I am so lost in my mind