Dilasay (feat. Khaq)

The truth hurts but lies kill I should be prescribed pills No for sure my minds ill Unfulfilled my life's still And this more black and white film Tears build my eyes fill I'm dizzy dissin client damn every night the sky spills Look outside its storming Its 3 am in the morning My vision is so distorted This feeling is fucking horrid My purpose still lacks importance I'm bleeding inside my organs Sends up into orbit with nothing but my misfortunes I'm trapped in isolation You can't pin point my location I suppress my dark temptation Every night i go impaitent Every night i fly with ravens In my imaginations I'm shallow im abrasive searching for my ill safe heaven I mixed up things i shouldn't When i tried to stop i couldn't Man i don't know how to put it If i had it then i took it And no one ever loved me thats because i come with baggage And no one ever will because in shattered and im damaged I came from the different hard times made my heart freeze Im so fucking empty you cant even hear my heartbeat Ive been crying out for help but you can hear a star scream My life is a living hell i stuck in this bizzare dream Zakham jo na paye sil Marham jo na paaye mil Dard jo na jaye phir Dar jo na paaye mit Zuban bolay jhoot naa Talkh hona chahay phir Rok saka na usay par kahi ruk na jaye dil Isay jeena kehte naa yehi jeene ka naam ha Badlay hain pathar dil par tera dil chataan ha K mere pass tum ho laikin mere khayal ha K pehle tha barham mera par ab to aik gumaan ha Ulti ha dunya jaani neeche asmaan ha Zameen pe datay rehna yehi asli imtehaan ha Haram lagay jeena jab peena lagta halaal ha Phar de ye seena jb dil ko rkhna bekar ha Gai ha tu jbse wafa ko kiya neelam mane Toray jitne dil ma ne tu unhi ja hisab ha Ghaltiyaan jo ki ma ne tu unhi ka malal ha Bahir haste andar roote tere hi kamal ha Tera ki kamal ha Tera ki kamal ha Jhooti ye misaal ha Hota sacha pehla pyaar ha Deti thi dilasay akhri saans tk mere sath ha Ye dekh mera haal ye b usi ka kamal ha Dukh aur bhi thay kehne atay usi k khayal hain Par din ha sirf beeta laikin raat ab bhi jawan ha Dil ha mera khasta jese ye kacha makaan Uski yaado ma houn basta girta jese koi dhalan ha Aati thi pehle wo par ab aati uski yaad ha Aati thi pehle jo wo ab aati sbke baad ha Gir jaaye jo saakh se nai ma wo pata nai Aaye kaafi toofan par jgah se ma hata nai Gai tu to laga muje waqt mera kharab ha Tere jese dekhe kahi zamana hi kharab ha