Out of Money

I've been kicked down I've been crawling I have backed out I've been howling But I've never been this out of hope and so low That I am ready and willing to give up and go Is this all just pushing water uphill Cause I've sure as hell been out of my damn will Trying and still When things go wrong They go faster than light out of my sight when I close my eyes And wish I never open them again To see the daylight Out of time Out of money Out of good luck Barely surviving Wandering for years was it all in vain With beat up feet you can't dance in the rain Is this all just pushing water uphill Cause I've sure as hell been out of my damn will Trying and still When things go wrong They go faster than light out of my sight when I close my eyes And wish I never open them again To see the daylight I've been dreaming open eyed wide awake Still doubting every step I take What if I was just bound to lose this game What if I just lay down and call it a day Is this all just pushing water uphill Cause I've sure as hell been out of my damn will Trying and still When things go wrong They go faster than light out of my sight when I close my eyes And wish I never open them again To see the daylight