Desolate Kingdom

Why can't I transfer love the way you did to him? Right now I don't have anyone to move onto suddenly I wish I couldn't feel these emotions all inside me I wish I wasn't latching onto people I hold so close I swear I fall too fast and it gets intense I scare everyone away, there's so much to say I want to feel detached and have the rush of passion again But then that means I keep going back to where I was Why can't I be selfish to my needs And forget my heart on my sleeve Im lonely some nights and I need some love baby It's not enough for me im just trying to ease the pain I get so attached To a desolate kingdom I try to keep moving But what can I do Im not out of these woods Im not ready to clear This trash from my mental Im trying to heal I don't want to bother anyone But I'm feeling scared Like I'm losing hope I feel like this is just a passage But people tell me I'll get past it Saying they know it sucks right now I hope it gets better I try to write this out I hope you find my letter Im crying for help and I'm on the verge Of giving up Why can't I be selfish to my needs And forget my heart on my sleeve Im lonely some nights and I need some love baby It's not enough for me im just trying to ease the pain I get so attached To a desolate kingdom I try to keep moving But what can I do Im not out of these woods Im not ready to clear This trash from my mental Im trying to heal