Let U Down

I slid in your DMs and was Aroused by your cosplay You channeled Carrie Fisher In her Star Wars heyday We talked back and forth til February 9th I took you downtown to Mill No. 5 When you came back from break I made myself at home I couldn't parallel park but I could Sample your dorm's alarms Hell, you got me impressed I felt like I was a mess You tried to be low key Play to what I need And you were nice to me I jumped in blindly I said I love you in my sleep I wish I didn't let my guard Down so quick I wish I let you down Let you down gently I can't let you carry Pain this heavy When the anger subsides And the pain will return I wish I just let you down Let you down gently You helped me find my name And love myself again You knew I wasn't straight And made it all okay Your support meant so much I thought I felt so safe I know I miss some things How we used to be I'm talking all the memes and The time we shared I built my life for you I would have died for you I even did a road trip or two How could I take advantage I wasn't playing with your heart But it got hard to love I couldn't do no more Love feels conditional It always runs it course You tried to be low key Play to what I need And you were nice to me I jumped in blindly I said I love you in my sleep I wish I didn't let my guard Down so quick I wish I let you down Let you down gently I can't let you carry Pain this heavy When the anger subsides And the pain will return I wish I just let you down Let you down gently I want to let you down easy But now that you're gone It's time to move on I'll try to be strong for what I've loved and lost I know the cost for the loved and lost