Truth Hurts

I've been hiding In my nest I just like to stay undressed I'm barely unpacked I lose focus on my tasks In fact it feels dramatic I know I'm pseudomanic But this depressive phase will pass Goddamn when will I relax And not make you feel so bad I'm too codependent on help And I can't let you get too close But I want you there I want you there I face trauma every breakfast My dad's a fucking sexist My fights are feeling reckless No respect I hate the present So I'm getting kind of selfish And I swear I'm so damn reckless Truth hurts I got to accept that burn Didn't know what I would earn You kept me going back I felt the attack I used to blame it on Memories I was repressing Nowadays it's me who's expressing All apologies, its compulsive To forgive what I said and I know you'll forget Everything that I had to say All this time I just want to say How it hurts me every time I can't do my part, can't tell no lie I just got to own up to it This is my truth, I hope you understand me And if you don't you can get your ass gone cause I'm not coming back I'll leave you alone I know what I got to do I swear this is right for both of us Truth hurts, I need something more exciting Truth hurts I got to accept that burn Didn't know what I would earn You kept me going back I felt the attack Maybe we take our time and realize (Realize) Maybe we take our time and realize (Realize) Maybe we take our time Maybe we take our time Our time (Take your time)