cushion

I know it's been a lost cause I keep calculating the odds I can feel me fall apart Never thought we'd get this far 48 months You've been putting up all these fronts I can only really tell you once But we've built up this distrust I can't ignore the signs You don't even want me this time Where do I draw the line? I'm not picking up your calls Everyone reminds me we're not strong But I've been here to break your fall I've been your cushion for this long Trusted you, you wouldn't break my heart We can't see our desires, we're this far We're accumulating all these scars We can't build back up, we're torn apart We're torn apart We're so far apart We're torn apart You felt the distance when we were near Don't you feel closer with this fear Does the ending look that clear It was always you my dear Distance makes the heart grow fonder But all it did was make you want her At your lows, was your first responder I just helped making you a monster I can't ignore the signs You don't even want me this time Where do I draw the line? I'm not picking up your calls Everyone reminds me we're not strong But I've been here to break your fall I've been your cushion for this long Trusted you, you wouldn't break my heart We can't see our desires, we're this far We're accumulating all these scars We can't build back up, we're torn apart We're torn apart We're so far apart We're torn apart