To Love an Egomaniac

I this, I that, baby hold the f*ck up I don't give a damn what you think's going on I don't give a damn what you think that you know I this, I that, man you never gon' grow Swear you never gon' learn Swear you won't understand What it means to hold love In the palm of your hands What it means to know love And the depth that it has And with this knife in my back I really have to ask Why did you let me stay where I was never wanted Why did you let me love you so, why did you never stop me I don't understand your motive, I don't understand your plan I wanna take my love back I wanna take it from your hands and say F*ck everything we had Because I cannot call it love when you had never loved me back I wish that I could call it love but you had never loved me back I wish that I could call it love I wish I knew what went on in your head When you said you would stay But you never intended To mean what you say To make good on your word And that's where we differ 'Cause I know what words are worth And maybe that's why you and I could never be Because I saw the worth in things you cannot see 'Cause I see love in the same place that I see honesty 'Cause I know love lives in words that actually hold meaning 'Cause I know that without trust love could never be 'Cause I know that real love should understand me And I think, and this is speculation here, That love should never ever ever ever feel like fear 'Cause I know that when I love All I want is what you want And maybe that's where I fucked up But maybe, maybe Maybe it's where I chose to place my love Into the hands of somebody who disgraced my love And man the next time that I am face to face with love I hope to God that they don't waste my love Why did you let me stay where I was never wanted Why did you let me love you so, why did you never stop me I don't understand your motive, I don't understand your plan I wanna take my love back I wanna take it from your hands And say f*ck everything we had Because I cannot call it love When you had never loved me back I wish that I could call it love But you had never loved me back