Bravado

I always need somebody to need me Oh woe is me, again in my feelings I I tell myself that this is beneath me My bravado Is so revealing I find myself alone in the evenings I count to ten And stare at my ceiling again And count all the lifelines I bent And count all the timelines I left But those people places Situations Stay laid up in my bed And I can't sit with myself I can't sit with myself I can't sit with myself I can't sit with myself Bravado Said he want a model I ain't really tall though Tough pill to swallow Hard act to follow See him tomorrow I don't know no other way And I don't know how to compensate For this see through, fake tough skin Keep it on the inside, take it on the chin I can't sit with myself, no I can't sit with myself I can't sit with myself No I can't sit with myself And now I got this psychic on the phone Cuz I can't find the answer on my own She pulled the tower She said it's over I paid the hour To get no closure I tried practice, patience, meditation Cried my nights up Slept my days in Made the bed I hate to lay in I I can't sit with myself, no I can't sit with myself I can't sit with myself, no I can't sit with myself