Heart of Gold

I just maybe might burn it down So afraid to not exist Can we even go on with this Yin and yang Light and dark Noah's ark Doomsday arc I wanna eat I wanna starve I wanna get rich and donate it all I wanna suffer I wanna live I wanna take and I wanna give Keep your money And your fame It'll fall down with you to blame I feel like I'm hiding Quietly waiting For the tide to turn I think it's coming I think it's coming I think it's coming Our eyes too big for each bite Eatin' for twice my size Know the struggle and the strife Pressure cutting like a knife Sell outs become what they despise What's a blessing and a vice Good should be more than intrinsically rewarded Evil is coveted, prayers are thwarted Can barely get an education, no one can afford it I make decisions talkin' to god in the early mornin' You don't care at all but I care too much Would never give it up for all the gold dust You can keep your money and you can keep your fame I'm just doin' my best To keep love away from pain I wanna eat I wanna starve I wanna get rich and donate it all I wanna suffer I wanna live I wanna take and I wanna give I wanna eat I wanna starve I wanna get rich and donate it all I wanna suffer I wanna live I wanna take and I wanna give