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(Verse 1) Tana put me on to Dom Kennedy Taisha made me look inside myself to find a better me Sofia gave me comfort, nobody came to check for me Vic showed ambition and what could’ve been my legacy Now I’m left to juggle pieces of what could’ve been Taking you for granted was my greatest sin Haven’t been to church, my faith came and went Too prideful, my gift was heaven-sent That’s the only thing I thought would get me in Leaning on the accolades has never been Beneficial to furthering self, nobody I grew up with was birthed into wealth Had to convince you that what I could do was good for your health But if my heart ain’t in it, then I just get placed on a shelf Like everybody else that you encountered on the way to yourself Yeah How many L’s does one take before he asking for help? After the second time, I’m only fooling myself So many times I wish I could’ve done it different It’s always the little things that go and make a difference (Hook) Said I wanna grow with you but this ain’t it Hope that I’m forgiven for the childish shit Watered you down, you is a fire pit Chink in the armor I had to take a hit Wherever you going, you gonna see it through Ain’t no other woman walking in your shoes Kick em to the curb when you in a mood N***** is laughable, what they do for you (Verse 2) I’m paying homage, these verses are overdue I needed closure even if it’s not coming from you I refuse To hold onto resentment Treat the trials like a checklist Move with caution when stepping Gave me emotional intelligence Ability to write these sentences To represent how I’m feeling just like a delegate I’m only getting better with it Empathetic to how I was moving Let me inside ya home so I thought I was shoe in Always supported what I was pursuing so it’s only right I shed the light on the women, including What I took from the situations, I’m now aware Now the outside looking in, you could tell I’m there I keep it honest in my content, why they can’t compare Reflection of my life, way closer than I appear A woman will have you all up inside ya zone True love reveals itself when you out here alone (Hook)