I don't want 2 be in love!

Lets go Lately I've been feeling so intensely I hoped that it would go away I fell too hard and made my own scar Now I'm hooked and always write about you in my book Yeah I always do this to myself Yeah I always do this to me Yeah I knew that I'd feel this way Yeah I knew it from the start But you shot an arrow through my heart You knew too yeah right from the start Will I be in love with you? I get a glance at my reflection Oh no, she's seeking your attention But I just fear reaching out more than you do Let me be hard on myself Why do I always tell you? Why do I always tell you the whole truth? Yeah I always do this to myself Yeah I always do this to me Yeah I knew that I'd feel this way Nobody knows that Im the best for you, but me I don't want to be in love with you Nobody knows that im the best for you, but me I don't, I don't, I don't want to be in love