rather be alone

My head’s a mess I just wanna be static Thought I must have misread you Had suspicion it’s a tactic Systematic I’ve been waiting for more Meditate no distraction All alone in the doorway, I can’t stand it I’m dramatic It’s a habit I just wanna deserve you but I know I’m being selfish Spilled my tongue on the table But I’m losing myself in it That’s it And I’m just wasting time because I’d rather be alone But for now I don’t mind Wasting it with you Hiding in my vice finally have time on my own But for now I don’t mind Spending it with you Laugh until we cry But usually not the good kind Don’t see me for hours After you kiss me goodnight Stressed when we’re together but can’t stand to be apart Things are bound to be better, was supposed to be the start Thought I knew you by heart I just wanna deserve you but I know I’m being selfish Spilled my tongue on the table But I’m losing myself in it That’s it And I’m just wasting time because I’d rather be alone But for now I don’t mind Wasting it with you Hiding in my vice finally have time on my own But for now I don’t mind Spending it with you