Gr8ful

Didn't make amends with certain friends Time passed I Left the Kia for the Benz I'll Show up at your door like Jesse did glen Ivy was her name I know this just a trend Dont practice religion but feel a way when I sin It's like even tho I don't believe I still leave a way in Monday finally hits put the veggies in the blend Cleansing my self so I can foolishly pretend Everything's good and my body comprehends Part of growing up is how and whom I choose to spend Not only my money but the time that I invest Every new week I feel a different type of pain Since 2013 nothing's really been the same I Used to wonder if I would've been better off staying The circle in my life now reinforces such a change Yet that goes without saying Grateful I made it out in one piece Thankful For the laughs and the scares Grateful I never had to use my piece Thankful For who's beside me when I sleep Grateful All the chaos it made me Thankful For that newfound peace My hearts no longer worn on my sleeve Only ones who see it are the ones who closest to me Been in flights this year then ever before Crazy how time flies when you finally explore Leaving the cage of depression I found myself in Rattling the bars with cups filled with some hen Laying the eggs to the new ideas set to fly Staring in the mirror I wonder-if I'm still a good guy Moments I feel like I'm the angry antagonist Then I talk to you at night and that all vanishes They probably wondering how that guy over there manages Stack it all up like the guy from Jersey does sandwiches Face my demons head on cover the rest with bandages We speak the same physically but we talk different languages Put my cc down so I'm entitled to damages I could care less I pay people to handle things Once the money slows up so does all of their loyalty Get off your knees act accordingly Grateful I made it out in one piece Thankful For the laughs and the scares Grateful I never had to use my piece Thankful For who's beside me when I sleep Grateful For the chaos it made me Thankful For that newfound peace My hearts no longer worn on my sleeve Only ones who see it are the ones who closest to me