Quiet Time

Noise in my brain and I can't even sleep I got alarms going off and I keep hitting repeat So many voices in my head that I can't even think I feel like time is going faster every time I blink No remorse and no regret I take advantage of every single day I get I got a scythe across my wrist To be aware of death and to wonder why we exist Synchronize with the universe full of lies Had to realize that no one is looking through my eyes Found a rabbit hole in my soul and went inside And found out that reality doesn't coincide Trauma in our life is how we justify How we see good and evil and we sanctify Each and every person being objectified Always wanting more but never satisfied No breath I'm bouta collapse Always fighting with myself and I wanna react No rest on a silent night Even in my dreams no quiet time No quiet time No quiet time No quiet time Even in my dreams no quiet time Eyes wide open and Im starting to drift Paralyzed in this plane while my awareness shifts To a place with no space and the clocks don't tick Equal opposite cause and effect don't mix I am God while unconscious Death is only how to get where heaven is I am light born from darkness Written in a code I know that is too complex Energy In a form that can't escape Integrating all I learn to decide my fate Everything in life is real and at the same time fake And I'm nurtured by a beast inside that can't be tamed Silence telling me to asphyxiate Focused on a reason why I can't concentrate The world is telling me that I won't be great Even tho I vibrate in a different state No truth I'm living in lies Everyday I grow and every minute I'm dying No help give me a sign Give my mind peace and give me quiet time No No No No No No No No