Nightmare Mind

Intro x2 I close my eyes, I' m afraid I open my eyes, I' m afraid I' m alone, I' m afraid I' m with my friends, I' m afraid I' m scared by my mind it will make me crazy I don' t wanna go out it will make me lazy I' m scared by my mind I can't do nothing for that I' m scared by the things that I will do for this All the people around me are eaten by hate I' m scared because all the world is eaten by hate But also me, I' m eaten by hate But also me, I' m feeding with hate You can' t understand my feelings I' m surrounded by hate My life is in danger but this is not a videogame I would like to ask for help but no one understand Nobody helps me because no one understand When I close my eyes I' m afraid but when I open them that' s worse Also when I' m in my home I feel like I' m lost My heart is frozen, surrounded by frost My mind is burning, my eyes see ghosts Many think I' m crazy but I see ghosts Maybe I' m insane but I see ghosts This is not a nightmare, this is my fucking mind I dream ghosts, I dream hate and when I'm awake is the same I want this situation end so I face it like a mystic I got the chance to write my life, better don' t miss it