wasting in this vessel

You say i'm too slow and i can't understand Be a better man i'll try if i can Shit hurt good got my face in my hand Shit hurt good got my face in my hand Panic when i talk, missing pieces so i crawl Broken as a toy got my finger to the law Shit getting colder losing blood what i saw Cutting things out now im going through withdrawals Pussy so good does it break when it bend Skin too soft does it hurt when you shed Lost in the crowd so my face always blend Hoe i stick forever never born to be a trend Beast Need a kennel Dying to live but i'm wasting in this vessel Need My mental When it's all said and done this just another rental Gas that we're on got us numbing to the core Smoke in your lungs but this feeling is a remorse Dancing with a ghost got me gripping to a corpse Flower losing petals with more water that i pour Vices that i hold got me begging to the lord Homie shut the door ion want it anymore Falling to earth now my head a little sore Heart on my sleeve and it's leaking all this gore Stitching this wound, it retreat with the shore Pulling away like the moon to a wave Ima feel this way till i dance to my grave You say i'm too slow and i can't understand Be a better man i'll try if i can Shit hurt good got my face in my hand Shit hurt good got my face in my hand