Lost Connection

I dont know why this is happening to me After all im just rapping it to see All my buried emotions Why is this happening to me My emotions i left them on the streets Im home now looking for some peace Who is this guy in the mirror Hes just keeping away the beast This shouldn't have happened This fucked up emotion that ive been having Its killing me from the inside Maybe its doing the same to you at the same time The dove's getting a penicore The star's smoking in the pathio The dove man she left me The star that dude we aint vibin anymore Its the end of the line for me If there's another way please show me Im dead inside i dont know where im goin  Please help me i thought you were my homie Hey man i love you dawg Grew up together since playing with cars You answered when no one was answering my Calls Im always scared as you said i got no balls You where there when life Fucked me up I know that you always got me dawg No obstacle can come in our way Still together even when we got beat up This was the past now i have to fake it The big hit i knew i had to take it Your problems man one day you gotta have to face em Otherwise its gonna be the same shit I know man what im sayin is so basic But you gotta have to face it I wasnt the only one with mistakes One day your world you gotta have to shape it We werent vibing anymore you found it out We cant talk without a shout I know we aint like we were before But Im gonna be there without a doubt Thats only if you want me to If you need help ill be happy to Help even though im mad at you That only if you want me to Right now were dancing with the devil Ill still have your back even if we Going to the nether I told you bro ill have your back But brother im telling you we're Going to heaven Remember when we used to go by the river Remember the old songs we used to play Remember when nothing mattered when we were together Remember when you used to stay Cuz i still Remember them Cuz i still am the person i was But do you remember when we were just brothers  Once i was weak now im not Even though right now im shot In the heart it hurts But i think i still have a heart Do you remember when we just brothers Right now nothing bothers Us anymore whats happening I thought we were brothers Once a brother always a brother The connection we had is just a lost connection Maybe its just another section In our book of life After all everybody has their own life I know right now our lives are separating But i dont know why you hate me To be honest i just wanna know why Maybe cuz i just hate me But brother ill always have your back I thank you for all that you done for me You were always there so thank You for all that you've shown me I wish you success poor some shots Go play ball you got good hops Ill have yo back even if im followed by cops cuz once we were just brothers man