will you?

I took an L train For the first time since we parted Never been so brokenhearted Need find a way to laugh about it But it's not funny I should have met someone by now Should move on but don't know how You are an expert in things like that How to make it stop? How do I move on? How to get back control? How to switch it off? How do I let go? How to stop feeling alone? They all love you Not surprised but who am I An ugly witch while you're a knight That's how the roles were assigned And that pain grows It took over my entire body It is burning you brought the kerosene I started fire with just two little sticks Will you forget past? Will you go back to that bar? Will you remember all my stars? Will you have the pain? Will your life stay the same? Will you go insane? I'll see you again in the hell Cause that's where we're both going Cheers to the person I've been At least I know I'm not boring You have a hell of a life And I'm just a person on photos You have people to love I'm marking days on calendars Cause All I do is care about others You're one of them but you don't even bother To open eyes and see me with another You're too busy with your smashing brothers The worst thing is that therapists don't get me It's so hard to be a hopeless romantic Who doesn't know how to live in reality And now I'm stuck in my fantasies Will you forget past? Will you go back to that bar? Will you remember all my stars? Will you have the pain? Will your life stay the same? Will you go insane?