Southern State of Mind

He locked himself inside the bathroom It's not a tactic but it's a reaction The only way to escape from the massive depression That keeps on bringing him down Like ten thousand elephants stomping around He can't face the crowd and now he can't be found Underground is where he resides Receding to the recesses of his mind His judgment is blind His conscience is heavy His palms are sweaty His knees are weak His will to go on is empty He opens the medical cabinet and what does he find Hope In something that he cannot define But thinks is divine He thinks it's paradise when it's all a lie It's all a facade He thinks he's closer to God He's totally wrong He's self-destructive now and cannot be stopped He's popping the tops off the bottles And downing pills as he swallows his fate It sounds jaded but he's tryna get faded But when it's all said and done He'll be forever sedated Damn Man I cannot take these lies anymore Why the first thing you gotta get High in the morning I can't sit here and watch you kill yourself Sniffing shit and swallowing pills don't help Prescriptions be lining physicians pockets Putting you in a position to drop quick It's about time for you to wake the f*ck up Getting fed up, the pain is numbed with drugs bruh Take a look in the mirror When are you gonna stop deflecting all your problems with syrup Pour another in a double cup and nothing will clear up In fact at the end of it cause your problems to gear up It's not a lie like Shakira Do you ever get ashamed of your reflection Staring through the windows of the soul and see the emptiness Take a step and scan your life to the see the mess it is Shit, maybe you would be better off just ending it