Object Permanence

Where do I go now Where do I go now Where do I go We ain't had no money I ain't had no hope You taught me to love You taught me to cope You taught me to smile You taught me to write I did not deserve your presence in my life Searching for an answer Dancing through the trauma Tryna live in moments Momentary commas Coming for my peace Pieces of the drama Drain me of my focus Focus on my karma Karma's such a bitch Karma's been my teacher Krishna had a plan I'm a disbeliever 6 hours off, on my way to see her Just missed her, I really tried to see her Just missed a text, just missed an email Just missed the last f*ck I had to give Feeling out of breath Focus on the real Finding love through all the pain that I live Finding love through all the shame that I hid Finding love in all the vain shit I did Finding peace inside your eyes for a bit Find release when I can cry for a bit Got no strength to fight Can we call tonight Can I crawl in your arms, and let go tonight Got no strength to fight Can we call tonight Can I crawl in your arms, and let go tonight Where do I go Where do I go Where do I go Where did you go Where did you go Where did you go Where did you go Where did you go F*ck the reason I was on my way I was on the plane Keeping the faith I believe in Then she went away Hyperventilate Kicking myself for not leaving Why'd I take a day Why'd I hesitate Why'd I think you'd still be breathing Tears on my face Ashes your remains Hoping and praying I'm dreaming I'm in deep meditation Looking for some hope, looking for a sign And I know I'm time wasting Cause your soul's free, cause the Lord's kind I know that you would be mad That I'm still here That I'm still crying But I am here And I am crying And I am trying But it takes time It's alright It's alright Don't think twice Just live life That's what she wanted Keep me honest I've been haunted I've been haunted Got no strength to fight Can we call tonight Can I crawl in your arms, and let go tonight Got no strength to fight Can we call tonight Can I crawl in your arms, and let go tonight Got no strength to fight Can we call tonight Can I crawl in your arms, and let go tonight Where do I go Where do I go Where do I go Where did you go Where did you go Where did you go Where did you go Where did you go