My Feelings

I'm in my feelings All this pain that's on my brain, can't nobody heal it I've been crying out for help But nobody hear me I'm expressing how I feel, but nobody feel it I'm in my feelings I'm in my feelings All this pain that's on my brain, can't nobody heal it I've been crying out for help But nobody hear me I'm expressing how I feel, but nobody feel it I'm in my feelings Never had nobody ride for me like I rode for them Thinkin bout it, shit really man I'm my closest friend When I meet new people, really can't get close to them Because they always do some shiesty shit and then I notice it I lost my homeboy last year, it was so unexpected People think my life is sweet but shit be really hectic I'm sleep deprived and I'm feelin like I'm narcoleptic Right now life sucks, can't do nothin but accept it I'm in my feelings I'm in my feelings All this pain that's on my brain, can't nobody heal it I've been crying out for help But nobody hear me I'm expressing how I feel, but nobody feel it I'm in my feelings Nobody believing in me, so really man Im on my own Never feeling love at the house so shit, I don't go home I miss the days when everybody really hung together Thought when you said that you love yo nigga, thought it was foreva I know you had yo lil beef, but real men can get over it Mama always told me, watch the niggas that you rolling with You hold a nigga, then he say you hating Grown women playing games, bitch I'm not a playstation Whenever I speak my mind, they don't like that But I aint no weak nigga, Ima fight back I really believe in myself, I no longer say this music shit might happen Drowning in my thoughts, and right now I need a life jacket And shit hurts, cause I can't speak, feelin like the ones who say they love Me really hate me Nobody seem to notice that that laughing and that playing really aint me I laugh to keep from crying, shit I can't sleep I'm in my feelings All this pain that's on my brain, can't nobody heal it I've been crying out for help But nobody hear me I'm expressing how I feel, but nobody feel it I'm in my feelings