Thoughts of The Non-Believers

I'm good where I'm at But I'm knowing I'm off track But I'd rather just sit back And let this thing ride I'm thinking there's a meaning to life For the mass, nevermind, I'd rather not For the sake of the time Let's say there's a god, okay What's the odds that he care about me Especially when I see him as a fraud And he high and mighty, right So he shouldn't be angry by That I'm rolling up his trees in a cigar How can you be all knowing and all loving When you force me in a family That will only be destroying Look at me with made eyes And see me as disgusting That's why I see you as a joke Cause I find it real funny Speaking of your peoples Yeah, the one with the big egos The villain that provokes them Word that you the real hero And they should be repping Who you are, what they believe for They ain't touching hearts Cause their own heart is deceitful This Is The thoughts of The blind This Is The thoughts of The non-believing So I've been a fan for months now And I don't wanna be closed out But you telling me I fumble a bag Cause the way I get touched down Ain't I got free will to freely do As I will how Just to be killed for the consequences That you hand out Testing me to see if I would truly pick you But see, if I don't know you Why would I choose you over me I'm selfish, we all are That's why when it come to me I'm not afraid to boldly say it out loud I just wanna live my life up Cause I know time running out behind us But I'm not gonna let it come around And try to catch up So distract myself and turn the music volume maxed up Focus on what don't matter Get the money stacked up I live for the dark and fun away from the sun Not worried about who could see me or what I have done I guess I'm meant to be found But what I come to find out is I enjoy being what they call the lost one This Is The thoughts of The blind seeker This Is The thoughts of The non-believer