bleeding out

Hyperactive, blood is boiling, heart is running, hands are shaking, Breathing slowly doesn't help this time, I close my eyes, I leave Sing with tremble rising slowly, clawing up and crawling closely upward, Mostly stutter, or speak nothing, better nothing, breathe Leave the past, the dust won't last, it settles quick, I don't, I'm sick, Homesick of home that don't exist, I start, don't quit, don't slow, don't grieve Time is worse than I remember, Return to sender, destroy my fender, bend, dismember, brain the blender, brain the blender, blame the vendor, remember me at least Wouldn't you be better dead Imbed with lead and gone instead Alive by pride, survive out of spite, to prove to who to what? You've bled all out, you're going numb for cause of love, for life, for death, for sure You're bleeding out, I'm watching it flow out your head onto the floor Leave the past, the dust won't last, it settles quick, I don't, I'm sick, Homesick of home that don't exist, I start, don't quit, don't slow, don't grieve Love is worse than I remember, time is worse than I remember But seize the day, but live your life, but I'm still bleeding out tonight I'm still bleeding out tonight, I'm still bleeding out tonight I'm still bleeding out tonight, I'm still bleeding I don't care anymore, I don't, I don't I don't care anymore, I don't, I don't I don't care anymore, I don't, I don't I don't care anymore, I don't, I don't