A Million Apologies

At this point I'm breaking my own Heart I've told all of my friends I cant let Go of you They don't understand it cause They don't see through you like I Do You know your gonna hurt me and I know It too But I'll let you tear me apart cause I Know somewhere in there is a Heart that's been shattered It hurts knowing that your so Broken and theirs absolutely Nothing I can do I love you so much I would break My own heart just to have you I love you so much I would break My own heart just to be with you It breaks my heart that you saved Me and now I cant save you I'd give you a million apologies A million apologies but a million Apologies will never make you Understand that You're enough for someone to Truly love you Your conscience is telling you to Never love again but baby my Hearts telling me your conscience Isn't gonna win All these sleepless nights your all in My head Even after he broke me I still Would've given you everything I Had left I wish you knew how deeply I Loved you Even after I up and left Truth is you loved me and I love You I just didn't realize because of all of The stuff he put me through I'm sorry that I hurt you baby Promise I didn't mean to I know its healthy to take time to heal I wish you knew I was just so overwhelmed I didn't hold you when I could and now I'm struggling To live with myself I'd give you a Million Apologies A million apologies but a million apologies Oh a million apologies will never fix what I've done I wish I knew how to fix this cause the only boy I every truly loved is you