This Bad

I was first to notice the change (notice the change) In the way you walk to the way you say my name I didn't wanna bring it up (to bring it up) But it felt louder when we kept it on the hush I know I don't really try to change myself But for you I wrecked my health And still I always somehow let you down, down, down And I tried cleaning up my room 'Cause they say that's what you should do And it only made me miss you (Oh woah) Whatever I did I didn't mean to, darling Whatever we had I didn't mean to f*ck it up this bad 'Cause I know you wanted someone who knew more And got a sad sack who's really such a bore (she's such a bore) You stuck around here long enough To get me hooked to you and then you stood me up (ugh, you stood me up) I know I don't really open up my mind Much less let no one inside But you made me, babe You swore it was safe I don't think I'll ever trust Anyone else all this much What do I have to say To make you stay (Oh woah) Whatever I did I didn't mean to, darling (I didn't mean to, oh) Whatever we had I didn't mean to f*ck it up this bad Overseas with my baby, he hates me (He hates me) It's my fault 'cause it always is lately (Is lately) I wanna go home, I wanna dust it off You wanna be alone 'cause f*ck what I want Anniversary Saturday (I want) Vacation, but you're trying to vacate I'm in love if love is being left at the hotel While your baby drives off, vicious farewell Whatever I did I didn't mean to, darling (I didn't mean, no) Whatever we had (We had) I didn't mean to f*ck it up this bad I know I don't really try to change myself (Yeah) But for you I wrecked my health And still I always somehow let you down, down, down (Down) And I tried cleaning up my room (cleaning up my) 'Cause they say that's what you should do ('cause that's what I should) And it only made me miss you Oh woah