SO HARD

I tried so hard to let go Let go of all the pain I made myself a promise I won’t go there again He did me oh so dirty And left me there to bleed You don’t deserve my loving ‘Cause it don’t mean a thing A toxic love, a bitter taste I don’t know why I love the chase Tried so hard to do this Tried so hard to go Want that love like the movies But he won’t give me what I want Tried so hard to do this Tried so hard to go Want that love like the movies But he won’t give me what I want You call me, I go running I just can’t help myself Pick up the consequences And put them on a shelf You make the same mistake And cross another line That’s when I wash my hands and I’m serious this time A toxic love, a bitter taste I don’t know why I love the chase Tried so hard to do this Tried so hard to go Want that love like the movies But he won’t give me what I want Tried so hard to do this Tried so hard to go Want that love like the movies But he won’t give me what I want I just can’t throw it all away I don’t know why I love the chase I need loving, I I want loving, I I need loving, I I want loving, I Tried so hard to do this Tried so hard to go Want that love like the movies But he won’t give me what I want