FEARS

Yeah yeah They say the time is of the essence I be counting all my seconds Minutes and the hours All I've been doing is time wasting People come into your life As a blessing or a lesson To much complications All the times that I never listened Every time you read a message I was feeling so portentous Searching for them better days In every way I couldn't resist it Need to find a certain change I've been feeling so complacent Every night I'm getting restless Now tell me what was my intentions Yeah... Chasing goals chasing greatness With my pen and pad it was written Ever since my adolescences I was always dream chasing All the bullshit that I'm facing I'm just tryna make some changes Lead me in the right direction No more second guessing Tryna see the bigger picture Rewriting all my scriptures All the truth they never told us No answers bunch of questions Too much pride feeling hopeless But through the blood sweat and tears All I've been doing is facing my fears like I'm tryna reach the masses Tryna be better than good enough Nobody really wanna test us I think about the shit that matters I put my priorities in check In due respect and I reflect all the time My mama didn't raise a bastard I'm tryna be the best role model That I could ever be to the fullest Till the day i'm in a casket Everything's a stepping stone Burning bridges on the way Now tell me why am I so alone On a different page a different stage People saying I really changed why you so amazed Why am I always disobeyed this is what you made I don't care about a word you say just a phase Nothing ever was the same but love is pain Is this the life that I chose fortune and the fame I was blessed with that gift running through my veins But through the blood sweat and tears All I've been doing is facing all my fears