Lessening

I never felt the need to hate The way I looked or the things I ate Till they told me I was wrong And they'd could fix me I hit the floor, still wanting more A t-shirt promised so much more Until I found that I killed myself For nothing I wish I believed you the way that I used to I wish I believed you, cause I can't do it on my own I wish I believed you the way that I used to I wish I believed you, cause I'm so scared when I'm alone I think I lost a part of me Bathed in flames eternally Purged of mediocrity So they told me I tore myself, one into two Loving different parts of you Comfort in believing contradiction I wish I believed you the way that I used to I wish I believed you, cause I can't do it on my own I wish I believed you the way that I used to I wish I believed you, cause I'm so scared when I'm alone