Dissent

Clouded in this sick affliction That eats away what's sane Bounded by his cheap addiction, bruises Blacken with my shame Cold and distant clarity Guides me to a sanctity Thick acidic chemicals, find better uses with me You think but you don't know Chewing through the bone Try to keep this sane Nothing's real but pain Forgive but never forget Your cruel disdain Stuck at the end Why can't I feel anything Losing this life of mine Why can't I stop this time Stuck in a pit caving in, screaming Why can't I look away Taping a smile to my face As I'm carving away the pain The pain Haunted by his open hand, playing Sycophantic games Nighttime comes, no bitter sun Shedding light on what remains Round and round inside my head Used me up and played your hand Skin like canvas, painting red Words so loud inside my head F*ck the lies that you tell Burning in this hell Clawing at my eyes But I can't seem to die Time pulls at my mind Cruelness in kind Stuck at the end Why can't I feel anything Losing this life of mine Why can't I stop this time Stuck in a pit caving in, screaming Why can't I look away Taping a smile to my face As I'm carving away the pain The pain Love can't feel this way Just a cruel disdain Stuck at the end Why can't I feel anything Losing this life of mine Why can't I stop this time Stuck in a pit caving in, screaming Why can't I look away Taping a smile to my face As I'm carving away the pain