Skull crushing darkness

Can you hear my silence? Can you hear my silent scream? So loud they echo, they echo in my dreams. Hidden message Torn by self-hate. Bleeding oppression Trapped in a cage Alone in the crowd I played my part Skull crushing darkness Slowly tears apart Pain lurking here for so long Inflicting wounds doesn't seem wrong Peace comes if you want peace Conflict will always feed this beast These silent screams Going on for years, Always fail me on deaf ears Freeze my soul haunts my dreams. No one listens and cares For my silent screams Prayer and hope can lead the way. Cling on to every word you pray. Alone in the crowdI played my part Skull crushing darkness Slowly tears me apart When the darkness comes Anxiety shall devour Draining my soul In this dreadful hour. These voices i hear inside my head Screams carry the words of the dead Feelings of sadness and hurt Tied up and locked since my birth At the edge of the bridge Peace seems so near from ghosts and demons That driven me here. These pills can't help anymore Feeling trapped like a crack whore Trembling blade on my wrist Waiting to be unleashed