17 years

Another Late night in the studio , js tryna chase my dream And I am sippin on don julio , to heal the pain in me Late night car rides , all night , I'm feeling da breeze Too much thoughts up in this head of mine, I can't go to sleep Im Forever Sacred , Always protected And these niggas steady hating , I might get reckless Tryna get situated , im always stressin Manipulated, had to learn my lesson Shout out to my momma, I told her I'll make it I'm chose for this life, bitch I will never trade it They say soon I'll be famous, so I am just waiting Why the f*ck do I gotta be so patient ? Shout out my supporters yall my motivation I'm the realest nigga by far in this placement Doubting myself, is it even worth it ? I wanna give up cs I feel worthless 17 years lost tryna find my purpose I'm the realest in the game, but I'm nowhere near perfect Yeah, never said I was perfect Sometimes I feel like it's not worth it 17 years still ain't found my purpose It's a blessing, but it's really a damn cursing 500 people right in front of me My dream is right in front of me Why they tryna beef with me? Why they always envy me? Cannot get no peace it seems It's too much negativity Your stream is really more to me Than it probably fucking seems