After Glow

The story's always changing I give up this fight every night So sick of false beginnings in the after glow I'm sorry you have to suffer me so cold As I decay I can see the torn-up shreds of passion lay at your feet And after all this time still feeling disconnected Dissected Remains of what we had in misery So colour all your judgements black and white And celebrate decline The story's always changing I give up this fight every night So sick of false beginnings in the after glow I'm sorry you have to suffer me so cold Is it right That we are trapped in introspective paradise? Circling around this every night If I could shed you like the skin from brittle bone Would I find comfort in this heartache all alone? The story's always changing I give up this fight every night So sick of false beginnings in the after glow I'm sorry you have to suffer me so Cut me down 'Cus everywhere I look you still enslave my mind And leave me with the emptiness I find I can't believe I once thought that your lips tasted sweet Leave me to grieve The withering of our love on repeat