Perfect Storm

So let's share our secrets Tell me something real I can't explain the motions but this fever's lost appeal You're waking up so numb I can see it darkening your face But don't expect my help to come with a lingering embrace Is that the pain you want? Quieter than you can comprehend You're still adrift and spiralling inside your head again So I'm left here frozen feeling helpless by the week Wishing there was something more than words- so to speak Sleeping with the lights on so there's no place left to hide But it's always cold when you're gone, and I'm stuck with what's inside I'm an overwhelming mess Just can't help this restlessness Every voice seems so insincere A perfect storm of all I fear Is this the pain you want? Louder in the air than I intend I'm still adrift and spiralling inside my head again I'm spiralling When you're not here I'm spiralling You disappear I'm spiralling When you're not here I'm spiralling In all I fear I'm spiralling When you're not here I'm spiralling You disappear I'm spiralling When you're not here