disarm me

tiny vessels tight like strings tryna keep my heart from feeling properly i hate this part of me gaining light but losing sleep where to hide when i'm my own worst enemy its hard enough to breathe cause if its up to me i swear ill start a fire to watch it burn ill pull the trigger just so i can feel it hurt its all me ill kill the lights to lose u in the dark and pull the rug out just so i have stuff to sing about so can u disarm me so i don't destroy us please baby disarm me so i don't f*ck this up so i don't self destruct there's a voice stuck in my head telling me that if i let myself in love my art will all go numb and then it's up to me i swear i start a fire to watch it burn i pull the trigger just so i can feel it hurt its all me i kill the lights to lose u in the dark and pull the rug out just so i have stuff to sing about so can u disarm me so i don't destroy us please baby disarm me so i don't f*ck this up so i don't self destruct i'm trying to live and learning to let go i swear i swear it love i don't wanna miss or worse never know what this is i swear it i'm trying to live and learning to let go i swear i swear it love la, love so can u disarm me Baby disarm you