love notes and hate mail

i woke up today and looked down just to see i was breathing got yesterday's face to put off what tomorrow is bringing on episode 3 of a show i don't feel guilty falling asleep to, no ooh i'd kill to rewind when i used to love wild like the movies but did something run dry? am i too numb to drive? i remember the time when my heart felt so big it might fall out my ribs i felt fire in my skull and screamed at the world just to hear myself roar i'd go down with the ship and the only thoughts i'd set sail were love notes and hate mail ooh i went to a psychic all lonely and hoping for bad news just something to shake up the snowglobe, an end to start over to but she lost all the lines in my hand, didn't charge me but i shook her shoulders and begged her to try it again cause god there must be something left when my heart felt so big it might fall out my ribs i felt fire in my skull and screamed at the world just to hear myself roar i'd go down with the ship and the only thoughts i'd set sail were love notes and hate mail ooh