twenty something

moved to la with a dream in my head paving a trail but is it dead end ? nothing feels scarier than the safe bet but here i still don't even have my own apartment last night i talked to some old friends from high school they're out having babies doing shit i don't do loving glances, picket fence, their life is starting while i'm still searching i didn't wanna be 20 something 'til i was something thought it would feel like it was like more than nothing maybe 30s got the answers to everything but i'm still lost in 20 something lying awake little buzzed in my head thinking bout time and how much i waste it ooh wish i had spent it more on learning shit and politics so i could keep up in a conversation i'm too young for the world to be ending but too old to understand these new trends sometimes it's hard to know where i even fit and i'll admit i didn't wanna be 20 something 'til i was something thought it would feel like it was like more than nothing maybe 30s got the answers to everything but i'm still lost ooo am i ever gonna know? am i ever gonna grow up? are all my stories getting old? am i ever gonna prove something ? am i ever gonna know? am i ever gonna grow up? i didn't wanna be 20 something 'til i was something thought it would feel like it was like more than nothing maybe 30s got the answers to everything but i'm still lost in 20 something