apollo.... (feat. Digi [Junior] & Nolo)

Wait till the winter's gone I'll be home in a few minutes when the snow is gone I've been waiting my whole life until I found the one At the end I'm only triplin when my lover's gone I REALLY HATE MYSELF Trapped inside my room, I'm feeling really lonely Can I get some help It's just me and this whole blunt all by myself I'm just stuck in my head Winter nights I'm always feeling alone Trapped in my head and I'm stuck in my home Wishing that I could get a lil something, but you just leaving me here with the dial tone Always alone Feeling so low Did I do something to deserve this treatment I don't think that I will know Slow it down, slow it down Feelings destructive and they are Just running me around and around Again I cannot f*ck up again Cause this time the last Chasing the past Feelings won't last I don't think there's anyway to get through this fast. White lies, red lights Driving by myself down bad at midnight Rarely get to see the light of day Thinking about how long you've been away From my life doesn't really matter Each day goes by faster and faster Catch myself slipping into old ways But I don't miss living in the old days Lately I've been so paranoid Gripping on my nine all the goddamn time Maybe it's just me always acting so carefully