TYPE BEAT

Shout out to all my people, I just want to say thank you Lately I've been feeling some type of way let me tell ya'll The truth is I haven't been feeling good lately My mind's cluttered, The pressure under my skin is bubbling I take tab to ease the pain and release the stress And it's hard to mention to my pops that I wanna be the best I'm sorry mama that I got these tattoos I'm sorry that I keep on giving you the bad news I'm just trynna figure out a way to make it out I've been feining for some clout So forgive me if I'm distant I'm just getting older It's a lil hard trying to stay alive when you got the devil on your shoulder Trust me I'm only getting older God took two of my friends So I'm coming back a lil colder This pressure got me calm Still my thoughts are so exhausted Feel nauseous When will this fucking end It's the demons in my head and the angles in heart No keys to the whips, this bitch push to start I just wanna press the pedal till no gas in the car I don't wanna see your face, so I'm taking all these bars Take a trip to japan Feel like Tecca, where the stans I'm just making all these M's Steady counting up the bread You just wanna leave my life, I can't seem to understand You just wanna go with him, I can't seem to understand But without you, I'm steady climbing the charts All this pain I'm just falling apart You see it's hard to be like me A young Hispanic just trying to live a rap dream But it's crazy how life can change Seeing people with these different faces All this weed in these different flavors I CAN'T TAKE IT I'm losing my sanity Got my mental fucked up like it had to be You look at me as a lonely teen But maybe one day I'll find my fucking dream retteb eht rof hsiw I