Gin and Tonic

I'm sipping Gin and Tonic That's just the way I like it I dropped a sleeper in my cup Now watch me try and fight it I'm sick of drinking way too much But I don't try and hide it I know you bumping to this shit but yo ass gon' deny it And I ain't lying in my songs I keep it real as hell I know you watching praying silently that I'm gon' fail I told my Momma as a Youngin I would make her bail But now I'm making it or dying on my paper trail People used to tell me I was nothing I believed em' too Rent the foreign now we moving on to the bigger moves In California she f*ck me for a new pair of shoes Stack my paper up so tall you can only see the blues Day-dreaming of signing deals while I'm still in school I remember I started rapping 'fore this shit was cool Now everybody gon' respect me and won't pay their dues You can't get a plate cus you weren't down with me in middle school People change, I just went and got my money up It's funny huh? How they come around but I see funny love See right through the fakes my circle small I don't line none of ya Smoke to ease the pain cus all the hurt starting to f*ck me up I know I lied but I kept to our promise I still cry too many times give me ya heart cus I want it If I ever double back, just know that pussy I got it Seen you with him, knew within you ain't the one that I wanted So why you trippin' and lyin' know that I'm dripped in designer And I'm with North East Youngin saw our names on the flyer Bet I'm with Nxrthstar Shawty in the V gettin' higher And if I keep going like this I'll prolly have to retire Im from the sticks I remember they had choppas' and kits Me and momma was alone, ain't tryna die in the bricks If ain't nobody got my back, I got myself in this bitch I heard he talking on my name I leave him under the bridge lil bitch I'm sipping Gin and Tonic That's just the way I like it I dropped a sleeper in my cup Now watch me try and fight it I'm sick of drinking way too much But I don't try and hide it I know you bumping to this shit but yo ass gon' deny it And I ain't lying in my songs I keep it real as hell I know you watching praying silently that I'm gon' fail I told my Momma as a Youngin I would make her bail But now I'm making it or dying on my paper trail