I GOT CHEATED ON

Left my heart out Now it's spoiling Flush it down the toilet Blew all my time on paranoia When I had clairvoyance Now I'm strung out And I'm voiceless No words Only thing coming out is poison This is the genesis Of venomous pestilence And an end To benevolence Spread depression cause I am generous Wrestle with sedatives As I stand at the precipice Distraught Lost in my own thoughts Directionless Good for nothing Dropout With degenerative tendencies Drugs Sex Heartbreak Depression Repetition The remedy Everything else hurts And takes the rest of my energy Try to do better and The worst gets the best of me Everything that I touch I devastate with no weaponry