Tripping Sadly

I'm tripping make it last I'm writing another sad song If only we would've last But then you went and found someone I still want you back Got my heart erasing Taking up these eddys With my demons I end up facing I'm tripping make it last I'm writing another sad song If only we would've last But then you went and found someone I still want you back Got my heart erasing Taking up these eddys With my demons I end up facing Alone in the room Getting the highest I can be Roaming around my head List of questions that repeat How can I fall so deep With no signs of relief uh Sheets covering up the wasted time I'm barely breathing My mind overthinking Thinking I already seen this I'm off a tab trying to get a constant high Wishing this will never end Pissing off my inner mind Sadness Depression Mixing drugs you know I can't deny I've been in bag It's been a couple of hundred times I'm numb don't feel anything I'm silent with my shit It's not like someone checking on me To see if I'm good yeah In my state of mind I'm just try anything yeah I'm tripping make it last I'm writing another sad song If only we would've last But then you went and found someone I still want you back Got my heart erasing Taking up these eddys With my demons I end up facing I'm tripping make it last I'm writing another sad song If only we would've last But then you went and found someone I still want you back Got my heart erasing Taking up these eddys With my demons I end up facing I'm stopping everything Wishing I can make time freeze Hard to swallow the truth Knowing shit could end things Yeah I'm doing bad But f*ck it I'll do it all wrong Long as I get my own bag Got this feeling so long Connecting all the pieces Don't know where they all connect too Should I keep doing this shit I do it every day So I don't have to feel anything Numbness to the emotions That's why I get high Knowing damn well I rather die F*ck it I'll turn up Let's get way to high Drinking some liquor Just pass my time yeah I'm slumped over Yeah yeah It's alright As long I can get up That how I'm doing tonight I'm tripping make it last I'm writing another sad song If only we would've last But then you went and found someone I still want you back Got my heart erasing Taking up these eddys With my demons I end up facing I'm tripping make it last I'm writing another sad song If only we would've last But then you went and found someone I still want you back Got my heart erasing Taking up these eddys With my demons I end up facing