I DONT GET IT

Nowadays I've been getting faded all the time Hit rewind Back to the day when you I thought you were mine Before all of the bullshit Late nights, so stupid Dreams getting lucid Imma lose it I don't get it, we were chillin like last week Said you wanted more, I don't know what that means Call or text me, Waiting for that phone ring It's never comin, don't like what I'm becoming Wake up, whole room smells like a cigarette Two blonde girls in my bed, something I'll regret Don't remember last night, probably better to forget Night like that the reason I feel dead I'm so stupid.. I did it again Your were out with him, but you say your just friends I was so stupid, believe your bullshit Now your leaving, and I cant believe it Cause you know what love is like and I never will And I hope you feel that way I feel because of him Now, I'll never be sober I've been getting faded all the time Hit rewind Back to the day when you I thought you were mine Before all of the bullshit Late nights, so stupid Dreams getting lucid Imma lose it I don't get it, we were chillin like last week Said you wanted more, I don't know what that means Call or text me, Waiting for that phone ring It's never comin, don't like what I'm becoming I see the devil in me Now that your gone, he's controlling me Ripped out my heart and watched me bleed miss what we had, what you could see in me Well shit guess it over You don't want my love so I'll never be sober Lonely stoner, constant hangover V on my chest, I'm a certified loner Cause you know what love is like and I never will And I hope you feel that way I feel because of him Now, I'll never be sober Nowadays I've been getting faded all the time Hit rewind Back to the day when you I thought you were mine Before all of the bullshit Late nights, so stupid Dreams getting lucid Imma lose it I don't get it, we were chillin like last week Said you wanted more, I don't know what that means Call or text me, Waiting for that phone ring It's never comin, don't like what I'm becoming