Appendicitis

I wish you would know this isn't your fault It's all on me you knew it all along I lie and fake to get you to feel I just can't wait to make this real I try so hard just to find some motivation Ask how I'm doing and I'll change the conversation Nothing makes me feel the way I used to I close my eyes if it means not seeing the truth You would be better off without me around Some peace of mind and without my clouds I often wonder what I could have said To make you better I got stuck in my head I try so hard just to find some motivation Ask how I'm doing and I'll change the conversation Nothing makes me feel the way I used to I close my eyes if it means not seeing the truth