Stay Golden Ponyboy

One day I'll be walking and maybe I won't be too scared To make eye contact with anyone who just might stare At my imperfections or keep me open ended I'll just keep it to myself this stress is never ending I spend days staring at the mirror I wonder why I can't seem to look at myself in another way Will you still think of me I can't take another week Everyone's out there living their own life I still wish I was apart of yours My insecurities seem to get the best of me Are you exactly the person you thought you would be If you could take it back you would be just like me I spend all of my time in the bedroom of my home Don't try to talk to me I just want to be alone I wonder why I can't give you up I'm wasting time being what you want Every time I see myself I can't look past this empty space My insecurities seem to get the best of me We're all afraid of a shitty ending But then again, death is the only ending So let's just say we're living life to the Very day that we all go and die