Bugs in My Brain

The bugs in my brain Are eating at me more each day And I want to write it down But I can't stop the words to explain I need a step by step to tell me how to relax I'm pacing back and forth My brain is longing for an axe to Split it down the middle where it's breaking at the seams Try to tell my heart that being is a little much for me It's a battle of a century that's just the way it seems Try to tell my heart bleeding is the way it oughta be Sitting is hard, fighting is dumb The world spins sideways, I can't run The doorway's open, the window's closed The memories enter through my nose Responding out loud is harder than it sounds Sometimes I wish that I could keep my feet on the ground But I think about everything at once My brain will decide for me for fun Frightening distance, future kisses The sidewalk is too many colors What is this? Can I fix this? Does anyone see these colors? Math and music, money and love If I make too much than I kill the dove There's a perfect balance, use your talents They say "Use that head" So I slam it on the bed again The bugs in my brain Are eating at me more each day I want to write it down But I can't stop the words to explain These thoughts for a second should take up a day Every note's a different person, every note's a different color Every note's a different reason to turn this chaos into splendor I listen better when I'm staring out the window Trees got leaves and people got problems I write better songs when I'm sad Isn't that unfair? But I'm not unhappy I just use my emotion to not feel so bad About missing every word everyone said to me today Because my brain could not stand still It ran away from me again I must have forgot to pay attention to the present The bugs in my brain Are eating at me more each day I want to write it down But I can't stop the words to explain These thoughts for a second should take up a day The bugs in my brain Are eating at me more each day I want to write it down But I can't stop the words to explain These thoughts for a second should take up a day