Sober October

Can I make this lighthearted? Can I make this fun Like all my favorite artists do? It makes me feel like I can be done Can I make this stop hurting? Can I make this memory? There is something to be said for antidepressants But I am not a pill to be consumed and then refuted Well it tastes like suicide As they mess with your mind But it feels like homicide Cuz it's not me you've been prescribed Well it tastes like suicide As they mess with your mind But it feels like homicide Cuz it's not me you've been prescribed Can you write it down for me? I can't understand a word you're saying Can you f*ck off for today? I wanna spend some time with my friends All at once is not a great idea But I wasn't there to be the perfect dose Doctor, doctor, come quickly Mother, father, don't blame me Well it tastes like suicide As they mess with your mind But it feels like homicide To say goodbye to my brighter side Well it tastes like suicide As they f*ck with your mind But it feels like homicide Cuz it's not me you've been prescribed Well it tastes like suicide As they f*ck with your mind But it feels like homicide To build a dam behind my eyes Well it tastes like suicide As they f*ck with your mind But it feels like homicide Cuz it's not me you've been prescribed